The last couple or so weeks of my life are difficult to find words to put description. These last years of physical, and I will fully admit...mental and emotional conflict have been antagonistic to say the least. Spiritually I've had low days and I've had high days. Yet I feel deep inside God is giving me bread crumbs to follow.....feeding me along the path. Perhaps I'm not so much Searching For Annette as I am now beginning to allow "Finding Annette"...... maybe I can rest and sip a little wine along the way also.... 'communing' with Jesus. Special ways for special needs....my own needs and not just every one else's I've enabled instead of empowered through the Holy Spirit living in me and in them also. So much, so many 'whisperings', so limited time and energies that I really need to listen how to work it all into and out of my day to day being. How to prioritize and yes, organize...I'm not too good at that ...I openly admit it... it overwhelms me sometimes the thoughts of organization, but I know the necessity of becoming better at that ~ with that. So much I want to do, to share, to offer......God give me direction in all those areas and more I'm not admitting to or realizing. Help me be ME.....a better reflection of YOU.......thanks for encouraging and keeping me sustained with bread and with wine. With you all things are becoming possible like never before......and so YOU lead me here just in this moment ~
Psalms 4
Answer me when I call to you, O my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress; be merciful to me and hear my prayer.
How long, O men, will you turn my glory into shame?
How long will you love delusions and seek false gods?
Know that the LORD has set apart the godly for himself;
the LORD will hear when I call to him.
In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds,
search your hearts and be silent.
Offer right sacrifices and trust in the LORD.
Many are asking, "Who can show us any good?"
Let the light of your face shine upon us, O LORD.
You have filled my heart with greater joy than when their grain and new wine abound.
I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone,
O LORD, make me dwell in safety.
